of wanting to sabotage my life. to up root myself. to move to something new. to start clean. it excites me. makes me giddy. i squeal like a little girl. i want a change. i want to explore my life. live out my possibilities.
i must prioritize. i must plan. i must create structure. i've excepted that this year is going to not be a waste, but a time for building a better future. it's a positive thing. a plus.
there are things i would like to have. feeling i would like to live. moments i would like to experience.
i want my life back. but i want it at it's full potential.
signed,
me