deep breaths of fresh air.

this current weekend has been an amazing blur of conversations, experiences, tastes & feelings. you've gotta start to work better on no longer putting yourself in a rut. there's just simply no reason for you to be the way you are and for you to stretch your moods the way you do. stop it. and enjoy the moment even if it's killing you & making you feel stupid or unloved or unwelcomed or just any fucking thing. enjoy it, because it's better than being dead.