the lame bus

just pulled in. but not really. i dont know. i have the next two days off and i have plans for them both, but i really just want to work. i want to be making money. tennis, panini's & poker, laundry, gallery hopping, seeing old friends, possible bar hopping. it all sounds fun and all. but above all it's the endless amount of time to think and be with my thoughts that i want to avoid. i dont like having that. and yes, i get not wanting to be alone with my thoughts isn't a good thing. work keeps me busy and not able to think about life. this is why i like to pick up shifts. besides the money.