o-tay!

experiment time. lets see how long i can go w/o cussin', swearin' or saying inappropriate stuff. let's see. lets see how long i can be negativity free. lets see. let's see if i can lighten my surroundings and thoughts with positive vibes and stuff. let's see if it's possible for me to not have a foul mouth, foul addittude, foul outlook. lets see. starting now i'm going to hate positivly. it's the only way right now. let's try it and see. lets see.

my auntie once told me when i was four that the word hate is the strongest word you can ever use and to use it lightly. ever since then whenever i've uttered the word i've felt that cloak fall over me. the things i say control the things i feel.