you're making me interested.

i wanna read you!

after i'm done with severed, the commitments (and everything roddy's written), catcher in the rye, my capote book and catching up with chuck palanuik (the mofo keeps putting out to many for me to read!  note to self get book from hilary).

still fighting the boredom bully

killing my boredom

by sparking my interest.

does anyone own a copy of 'splendor' that i can borrow?

my Life During Unemployment

I’m getting used to it now Lived in a brownstore, lived in the ghetto, I’ve lived all over this town  This ain’t no party, this ain’t no disco, This ain’t no fooling around No time for dancing, or lovey dovey, I ain’t got time for that now  Transmit the message, to the receiver, Hope for an answer some day I got three resumes, a couple of cover letters, You don’t even know my real name Everything’s ready to roll I sleep in the daytime, I sleep in the nightime, I might not ever get out  This ain’t no party, this ain’t no disco, This ain’t no fooling around This ain’t no mudd club, or c. b. g. b., I ain’t got time for that now  Heard about houston? heard about detroit?  Heard about pittsburgh, p. a.?  You oughta know not to stand by the window Somebody might see you up there I got some groceries, some peant butter, To last a couple of days  Why stay in college? why go to night school?  Gonna be different this time Can’t write a letter, can’t send a postcard, I can’t write nothing at all This ain’t no party, this ain’t no disco, This ain’t no fooling around I’d like to kiss you, I’d love you hold you I ain’t got no time for that now  Trouble in transit, got through the roadblock, I blend in with the crowd We got computer, we’re talking art talk I know that ain’t allowed We dress like students, we dress like housewives, Or in a suit and a tie I changed my hairstyle, so many times now, I don’t know what I look like! You make me shiver, I feel so tender, We make a pretty good team Don’t get exhausted, I’ll do some driving, You ought to get some sleep Get you instructions, follow directions, Then you should change your address Maybe tomorrow, maybe the next day, Whatever you think is best Burned all my notebooks, what good are Notebooks? they won’t help me survive My chest is aching, burns like a furnace, The burning keeps me alive Try to stay healthy, physical fitness, Don’t want to catch no disease Try to be careful, don’t take no chances, You better watch what you say

JESUS!?!

it's been like forevers!  like forevers!  like forevers!  forevers.  forevers.  where have i gone?