this feeling.

of wanting to sabotage my life.  to up root myself.  to move to something new.  to start clean.  it excites me.  makes me giddy.  i squeal like a little girl.  i want a change.  i want to explore my life.  live out my possibilities.  

i must prioritize.  i must plan.  i must create structure.  i've excepted that this year is going to not be a waste, but a time for building a better future.  it's a positive thing.  a plus.

there are things i would like to have.  feeling i would like to live.  moments i would like to experience.

i want my life back.  but i want it at it's full potential.

signed,

me

i so sorry.

i've been dealing with my life. i'm back though. no more missing in action. i'm here everyday, all day, all the way, like totally sway! i'm totally telling you the truth. i'm back in the game, baby!